two names you go by
1. magpie
2. mags

two parts of your heritage
1. german
2. dutch

two things that scare you
1. the edge of a clif when I am driving on it
2. not making it

two of your everyday essentials
1. birth control (hormones)
2. toothbrush

two things you are wearing right now
1. black sweatshirt
2. blanket

two of your favorite bands or musical artists
1. Guster
2. Liz Phair I guess

two things you want in a relationship
1. friendship
2. understanding

two truths
1. I stay up too late at night playing around on the internet
2. I have problems telling people "no, I won't do that, its not my responsibility"

two physical things that appeal to you
1. hands
2. stomach

two of your favorite hobbies
1. reading
2. watching movies

two things you want really badly
1. get done with school
2. sleep better at night

two places you want to go on vacation
1. Ireland
2. California

two things you want to do before you die
1. Have children
2. Travel more (before and after I have kids)

two things you are thinking about now
1. I should probably be sleeping
2. my apartment looks like a storage unit

two stores you shop at
1. Sunflower Market
2. Target

two people you haven't talked to in a while
1. My cousin
2. Dylan

two favorite web sites
1. anyone who I know's live journal/xanga/myspace thingy
2. MSCD?? I'm always there

two favorite sports
1. the gym (watching all the men huff and puff over their weights)
2. hockey

two things you did last night
1. helped my brother move
2. put a desk together

two shows you like to watch
1. That 70's show
2. Arrested Development

two places you like to go to
1. School
2. Chili's

two favorite subjects in school
1. non-profit class
2. cognitive development

two favorite alcoholic drinks
1. wine
2. vodka tonic

two favorite places to eat
1. taco-bell
2. chipotle

two people that live in your house
1. me
2. myself

two things you like about yourself
1. my legs (sometimes)
2. my nose

two things you ate today
1. a delicious bagel breakfast sandwich
2. some chocolate

two people you last talked to
1. my mom
2. my sister

two things you're doing tomorrow
1. going to class
2. finishing the damn 1099's that our accountant didn't get done

That was fun now wasn't it? I'm going to bed now....think I might actually sleep 

School school school....I really really wish I was home in bed still. I'm still in this "my life sucks" mode, and I need to get out of it. Not necessarily because there are a whole lot of other people out there who have a worse life than me (which is true, and which is a reason), but because it just hinders the whole problem.

Off to meet with Lisa

I'm really glad I stayed home tonight, even though my womanly parts craved wendy's, so I went and got it and it was just totally delicious. And, I got at least one thing done. Then, tomorrow, we'll see what happens. I'm realizing that I hadn't posted in a while seeing I have since ended it with the bf, which I'm sad about, but doing fine. I'm liking being at home, spending time to myself, et al.

This semester is going to be interesting. All of my classes seem to be two exams, a big paper, and that's it. Which, or course will all be due at the exact same time. So we'll see how that works out. I'm super psyced about my non-profit class....I will know more about non-profits than my boss! Which will be interesting. I'm excited about the class, except I get nervous about the topic when I don't already know a lot about it already. Which isn't really the point of an educaiton....taking classes you know a lot about. So, it'll go well.

And thus far I've stuck to my work out regimine, every day of school! I just need to loose this womanly vibe and not crave to be eating 24/7. Disgusting. But it'll be ok.

I'm going to a number party this weekend with my sista and brotha. The VanDenBergs will represent.

And, I need to call the rest of the youth group. Another to do.

I had to write this down ( and potentially share it with people), that my sister and I were talking the other day about how people out east are not that friendly and how people out west were friendlier.

I decided to test it out today by when walking home from the supermarket I smiled at everyone that walked by. No one smiled back at me! And they were mostly young people, faces appeared nice. Ok, so this ruined my world, well, not really, I just wish someone would have smiled.

But then, the unthinkable happened as I was walking up to my apartment building this older couple, probably in their fifties, made eye contact and gave me a friendly hello.

I feel much better about the world now....I can move on.

I may need to move out of this place into a place with windows. I think its getting depressing.